EmoHoodieDude

Imma make this as short as possible because i could pour out all of my feelings here.

1) Its been almost a month since Christina was gunned down and I just keep on thinking that wouldnt happen
2) I decided to make this video of the drawings i've made of her during my highschool years and college in honor of her memory...

3) I'm gonna make it another goal in life to spread her name, music, and inspiration so people can know her, her music and inspire them.

She was my high school years.
Growing up with her videos, music, and how she aimed for her goals/career was a HUGE part of life to get out of my comfort zone and keep going.
Just like Selena Quintanilla with her same charisma like Christina...many fans cried because she was a huge part of their lives.
They are now and still at rest, free from harm, pain, and sorrow. God will wake them again but in a better place.
Amen.

From this day, It could have been my last day breathing.

Coming home late from my part time job. I was riding a school bus with deaf kids. I was having fun talking to them in sign language. A very lively language.
There was so much traffic on this cold rainy evening in Texas. Thankfully we managed to get them home safely. After returning back to the station of the school transportation department, late, my mom had already took a ride home with someone else and texted me that she left my car in the lot for me to drive home.

As I grabbed my keys and left, I started to carefully drive until I got on the highway. There is always traffic here and it sucks. That is until the cars in front of me started stopping, I stopped as well,...
But I can't say the same for the car behind me.
My whole body jerked followed, and rear end impact hit the other car in front of me as well.
My car started to fill up in black smoke. Took me a full half a minute to gather my senses that the whole thing really just happened.
I really hate driving.

Funny, the car in front of me and behind me had small damages, but my car?! Fwwww... big dents and broken glass.

I'm fine yall. Just a bit shaken and sore.
There were a couple of moments where I had to hold back a few tears because I kept on thinking this day could have been my last.
A brand new year started, and I wouldn't be able to live through it. My plans for college, art I haven't created, nor the chance to say goodbye to my loved ones.

Yall wanna know something scary?
When I was with the deaf kids earlier that same hour before my wreak. I was signing to them "talking" about many different stuff.
One of the questions they signed to me was that if I knew how to drive.
I signed, "YES, BUT I SCARED (of) DRIVE"
the one of the deaf kids signed, "WHY HAVE FEAR?"
I signed, "I SCARED OF ME IN ACCENDENT AND I DIE."

Howdy a tuttI
It's been forever since y'all've seen any sign of life on this page n' myself eh?
Yes yes, I know. ...I've said something like that the past many journal entries before. I've been off, really.

Mainly because I've spent tons of time on here, n' other social media that I'm being kinda less productive on stuff in life y'know?
Also since I work part time (in the school field) I hafta wake up at 4:30am and that makes me sleep for the rest of the day when I get off. (Which is another reason why I'm not here for so long)

Y'all can see at least somethings where done during my time away from here, tho' I think it's not enough.

But here is the news on what's gonna go down here...
1) I'm gong back to school. Ohhhhhhhhhh. Damn. Yeah.never in my life I would think I would go to college/university but. Looks like I am.
(**if yall are wondering what Im gonna do/study in school. Just ask me. Because it's a whole 'nuther journal story explanation**)
2) I'm going to be working less in my part time job since I'm going back to school. I hate a king up early.

And what happened to meet this whole time?
Well. Like I said.
Also on black Friday I bought a WiiU and Xbox1
So I've been "wired"
And the winter break steam sale. 0_0 yall can only imagine.

Thank yall. I appreciate yall still following me and wondering how I'm doing.

I wannnna give two thanks to TWO of my follwers for makin' me a gift fan art thingy.

FIRST off. to for making a toonish/anime style
of this photo of mine....

To her style!!!!!

AINT THIS BAD-ASS? I love how she put a lil' low light into this, the color of my costume. the seriousness in my eyes. and how my ears look alil' elfish.
ALSO, my friend here, she saw this drawing AND she said. "OH! LOL I LOVE IT! I LIKE how anime I look . Tell her I said Thanks!" -Madián
Thanks Niri.

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next to
for making me this....

Here she made me Zoey, (which is my fav. L4D survivor out of aLL games)
you can tell it ALLL in her eyes, she is done, tried and pissed form the infected,
plus the skin tones is done well.
Thanks Pillsbury


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anyone else was a lil' appreciation and promo? just make me a lil' something AND I'll give a journal review :] so evryone an see it

"ey yall. itzza meh, back from the dead....again.
 oh yall' dont care? oh ok.

ANYway, I've been gone, yall. and I HAVE been drawing, dont worry. its because I've been drawing a 3ftx3ft drawing of something cool that I got PAID for! ($180)
I'll upload it soon,
and another reason why I've been gone because ive been studying to increase my,....uh, polyglot skills But Now I miss drawing my fan art and stuff you know, but i kind of tried of just drawing things out of my mind. 
this time, there are two things Imma do ....
1) Draw Yalls Characters, OC's ect. 
2) Resharpen Ky cartooning Drawing skills with online lessons and books.

SO PLEASE let me draw any caracters OC ect of yalls like...Im my cartooning style n' stuff

ANND I'll sketching more to take in more art sharpening skill. SO , I guess Fan art I make will wait for a while.

therefore juss' send me a link to your OC/ n stuff All I'll make sure to surprise yall. Plus yeah yeah I'll give yall credit